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sactown story

I started using heroin at 16, by 19 i was already creating a crime ring with others, 200 strong, through out the valley of sactown and greater areas. Had a kid, a woman that was down for me, had my own place, car, everything. My heroin addiction, coke, and alchol abuse at such a young age made me feel invinsible. I have drug$, money, biss tattooed me, among many other unpolice identified things. By 20 i had served 1/2 my adult life behinde bars, almost lost my son, got busted. I got out and was clean of H 'til late 2010. I was a union man destined for a bright future. I was crime free, drug, alchol free for a long time. I had a place in north bay area, a woman that still haunts my dreams. I was making 1500 a week from work and 5 figure dope drops while i was clean. My fiance was addicted to o.c. i never once used drugs with her or anyone else, she was respectful of my abuse...then her addiction brought her to her bottom, i came home to a empty house....a note saying how she can't live like this so she left....i changed my ways and also finally i used crystal at 21, im 23 now...and i walked away from verything...i lost almost everyone i love in this world, i destroyed so many people through supplying a region,  friends, lose sanity, violence, crime, drugs, money.

It was a historic high dollar house that had european imports in front, in a small town flooded with my dope; a luxary condo in sac, with an apartment down the street...i was making so much cash i quit my union job. By this time 300 strong through out norcali. My addiction spun out of control by 2012, i had emotionally hit a bottom, i had everything...i had a new woman, "si"ill call her. She was so pure and i ruined her by letting her be a part of the biss....i eventually bought a 6 room 4 bath house in vacaville for her... so i could take her outta my element. She didn't know about all the money, never asked questions, i even once heard on the street she was humiliated when i kicked in a door, 4 strong, and verbally abused her for trying to get high....i was geeked out. She's gone now...i walked away from it all, i was walking to the store lookimg up at the star, saw a cop car parked...i stopped to ask how to get to the store, knowing doing so they would run my name seeing i had a outstanding warrant...thus going to call because cutting a head off the snake...u bury it. I sat in jail for a month and a half....waiting to serve incarceration...i broke down to the cop and he put it in the local paper crime log...currently i live back at home with my parents that adopted me and tried to save my.life...i love them for that and ruined the bond when i ran back to my biological fam...bad idea....im broke, jobless, court ordered, in debt, unsure legal issues, carless, unsocialized, institutionalized....im crime free, i avoid trouble, i no longer deal in black market affairs. I realized that night walk would lead to that ..but my lonely, repetitive life changed. I got out and walked away from it all....struggling to put my life back together, at 23......

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Categories: Alcohol, Cocaine, Heroin, Loss, Jail, Methamphetamine, Recovery

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