Sorry, am not from the states still I want to share and get some advice from drugfree. I started using heroin at 17, now I am 35 with 3 sons and a daughter. I've been on and off on drugs for the last 3 yrs, as and when reality hits me. I know I am to provide for my family but still since the stuff is available like any legal commodity, it’s difficult to let go especially when you realize that you have no income to provide for your family and let your kids go to school like every kids ought to. Please tell me how I can get the resolve to let go permanently.